The following sentence say it all

I agree with Bue! =D

Youth Camp 08 was just one word, AWESOME.

We are all smart!!!! 1+2=3

No one is dumb really. We are all gifted with roughly the same number of brain cells. If one is so called "less smarter" than the other, it is actually only because that person is lacking a fraction of a brain cell than the other. It not that big a difference.

There is another way of looking at it. Let's say you claimed you're dumb and stupid. What would a person who is less intelligent than you say? "Wow! If he is dumb then what I am? A snail?"

So it is interesting. What seems like we are insulting ourselves can seem like indirectly insulting others. So think before you speak.

Youth Camp Is COMING! Youth Camp Is COMING!

Yes, so Youth Camp Is COMING! You might find this odd... normally you would see "Christmas is coming!" Haaaa I have my reasons for that.

Anyway things to bring in case you're the last person on earth who lives under a rock with just the internet.
1. Torchlight (with batteries!)
2. 3 dark colored (can be dirtied) t-shirts
3. 2 pairs of shoes
4. Swim suit (optional)
5. Toiletries
6. Clothes enough for 4 days 3 nights
7. Towel
8. Stationary
9. Bible
10. Mosquito repellent

The bus will be leaving at 7 30 am, 27 dec 2008. Late comers will have to walk there. We'll be going straight for some dirty activities. er... that sounded wrong. I mean activities where you will get dirty.

Merry Christmas! There I said it.

Shine - Cassidy Ladden

There’s a place you can go
Where your heart is free
There’s a rhythm
That’s right for your soul

Take a breath, find your courage
And make the leap
Cause your feet always know where to go

And you dance and you dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
And the whole world will see when you shine
You can shine
Shine

There’s a beauty already inside of you
There’s a difference that only you’ll make
Every place that you spin brings you somewhere new
Finding hope every step that you take

And you dance and you dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
And the whole world will see when you shine
You can shine
Shine


Suddenly sparkling bright
Making a magical light
You will
Sisters are there by your side
Love will be your guide

And we dance and we dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
The whole world will see when we shine
We will shine
Shine


Stepping out of the dark and into the glow

We will shine

Stepping out of the dark and into the glow

We will shine

A good goodbye song

The Call -Regina Spektor

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

Akward moment.

"I gained some weight, and I'm proud of it ! :D"

Is it just me or is that all girls wants to be a Bella-wannabe?

It scares me to say this but I noticed some of the girls I know became more anti-social, paranoid, easily intimidated, loses sense of balance, hates attention etc. like Bella. Most of these girls are Twilight fanatics. I think that maybe they want to delude themselves as Bella so that Edward aka Prince Charming will come and save them someday.

The more I read deeper into Twilight the more I noticed it.

But Twilight has it good points. I noticed how the author nicely puts what's a father's love looks like. Someone once told me that a father's love is discreet and normally happens in the little things they do and that most of us don't noticed it. Like in Twilight, how Charlie got up early to put on the anti snow tires discreetly. Something that you don't noticed this act of love in the movie. Ahhhh~ the thrill of watching the movie first then then reading the book. You get to compare things easier.

Before you get all judgmental and all, how would you know that it is not better to watch the movie first then read the book? Have you ever tried it before? If no, then just shhhh.

Well, I'm off to finish the book now. Ciao!

TwwweeeeeeLight!!!!

Yeah, as some of you might have heard, we went to watch Twilight today! yay! We as in Jon Wee, Bue Lim, Geber Lim, Larissa Lau, Ivan Lau, Matthew Huang, Keen King and Boon Yang. Despite the late grand and fashionable entry by me, keen king and boon yang, we miraculously arrived there just when the movie started.

As predicted, there were plenty of over-excited girls constantly cheering throughout the movie. And you know what? I don't blame them one bit. I mean what is there not to like? Hot girls, hot boys, hot rides, hot landscape and most importantly hot storyline. Well, maybe the storyline can only be appreciated by those who haven't read the book (that's me!).

I believe in watching the movie first before reading the book. Reason: When you watch the movie, it sorts of sparks your interest and gives you the hunger to read it all in one go. Then when you are reading the book later, you get to picture it in your mind's eye the scenery, the colours, the faces. Bonus: you will always be anticipating for the next scene while reading.

Anyway back to the movie. The forest background is gorgeous. Really. All the greenery and stuff. The camera awesomely captured the essence of each scene very well.

The only thing regrettable watching Twilight in the cinema is that there are lots of cut scenes. Really pissing off. The kissing scene was pretty much gone gone like the wind.

But all in all, it's a good movie. One that I never regret watching despite what some of the sceptical boys might think.

P/S: Larissa and Ivan went home early.... T_T why?!

Bonjours from Hawaii

Aloha Seniora's and madames, 

I can't wait till Twilight starts. People, start your engine and start BOOKING! :D Even If I have to buy the ticks at 10 in the morning, I'll do it. :P

It's lonely... again...

Hi there. If you're reading this, it is 10 pm and I had only cover half of form 4 Chem and totally haven't touch form 5. And Chem is tomorrow! Woot! Hail me!

What was I doing?

Sleeping. Eating. Sleeping. Eating. Sleeping. you get the idea.

Oh and Twilight is coming out on the 27 NOVEMBER. The last day of SPM! Its like destiny. Lol. I'm getting all mysterious and all. Fate is knocking on your door for a date, don't let it down and all that. Bleh~

Larrissa is getting people to go watch. :D

Ooooh speaking of Twilight, Do Vampires get AIDs?
HAHAHAHA

God bless.

Potential in living...

Life. Is. A. Gift.

When you're alive. You can do anything. Be anyone. If you want to change the world, you will change the world. You can build bridges, bonds, ties. You can also destroy them. You can see, smell, hear, touch, taste. You can go anywhere. You can save people. Send medical aid. Or do the opposite. You can dream anything and achieve them. You wish to be a doctor, a lawyer, an artist, a poet, and you be all that. You can say anything, do whatever, and it will make a difference. Can't get where you want to go? You can work your way there.

THAT is the potential of living. Don't sit around. Don't do nothing. And whatever you do, DON'T KILL YOURSELF!

Don't let go of this potential. Go and catch your butterfly. Cause after you die, you're never getting back this potential ever again in this world.

Suday morning rain is pouring.

Have you ever felt like you can't do anything right?
The feeling where you feel disappointed with yourself. And it haunts you every night that kinda thing.

It's utterly depressing.

I declared myself AWESOME!

O.O I think I have lost it totally. These past few days, all I did was sleep and eat. Seriously. Its like hibernating.

Everyone's getting into exam mood (Well, actually only the form fives). I really have no idea what I'm doing. Sometimes I feel like I know everything there is to know about my syllables yet after that, I'm totally overwhelmed by the massive amount of hidden facts and notes. Crap? Dead? Massacre?

BIG YES YES YES!

Anyway, congrats to the rest of the people as you'll be finishing your finals soon. Enjoy form 1,2,3,4 as you can.m

Paradoxes of life?

Work like you don't need the money.

Dance like no one's watching you.

Speak your mind like no one's ever heard you before.

Love like you don't know what love means.

Life brings the unpredictable, so quit being predictable.

Laugh like no one's business.

Control your dream not let it control you.

Listen to opinions not live by them.

Live life, not spend life making a living.

Walk the talk before talking about the walk.

Say what needed to be said not what you want to hear.

Don't only think outside the box, live there.

Memories are unimportant, its how people remember you by that is.

The years on a tombstone is not as important as the dash between them.

Most of these phrases probably existed before so sorry for copying your work ya? =D

listen to the thunder

Tuesday, 14 Oct 2008...

well...if your reading this...it's not a scary story okay...

anyways...it was late at night...about 10 something i think...when i was lying on my bed and couldn't sleep at all...suddenly...it started to rain...and my eyes were wide open...and i was thinking about things like what's going to happen next?? or like...will i get back together with him or something like that...

and suddenly...in front of my eyes...a flash of light flashed through my curtains...well...it's lighting...hahas...and it was like photographers outside my window...and i heard thunders and the flash of light again...and more thunder...and suddenly i thought about the song thunders...

hmmm...and as i thought about the song and things running through my mind suddenly disappeard...i felt calm and in a few moments time...i fell asleep...and the next morning...i felt much more better...

so yea....it's not a story...but it's real...

Yet, Bue is here again.

I think for the past few weeks Jon has only been posting and I neglected this blog a bit. Just a teeny bit. But yet, here is Bue. Ready for action! :)

For the past 1,2,3,4,5,6 blah blah blah weeks has been really long and busy. Things after things. Preparation for exams are not being followed. I think I've even been kinda neglecting God too! Oh boys. I need to manage my time. The ways are, get a schedule every single time. Prepare my stuff before hand and *poof* I'm managing my time.

But the answer is, How? When? Will I even stick to the schedule?

This blog's getting lonely...

My mom tells me a person is as lazy as he dares to be... Meaning? Guess I'm good at deceiving myself to be extremely lazy. The mind is a powerful tool, it is your greatest ally yet the worst enemy. A double-edge sword so to speak. We can easily deceive ourselves like, " Oh, I think I'm the most loneliest person on earth." then *poof* You do feel like the loneliest person on earth.

As you can see, I'm kinda slipping over the edge. (Or I think I am, there you go, another example of how good the mind deceives people.) I've been entertaining these pointless thoughts and doing nothing. Less than 26 days to SPM. Scared much? Actually, I make others worry for me more than I worry about myself.

They say people who laughs a lot is either mentally retarded or immune to mental illness. You decide.

Music and Lyrics is a nice movie. Really. Quite philosophical actually. Eg:

A melody is like seeing someone for the first time. The physical attraction. Sex. But then, as you get to know the person, that's the lyrics. Their story. Who they are underneath. It's the combination of the two (lyrics and melody) that makes it magical.

Really good stuff. You should watch it sometime. Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore pulled it off quite nicely.

Thats all for now. I shall continue to delude myself in this long suffering charade of life.

Do the WAVE~~~

It takes 2 hands to clap.

True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost.

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.

Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up.

The greatest good you can do for another is not just share your riches, but to reveal to him, his own.

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival.

The feelings not going away, so what can I do except to not give up?

This songs says it all

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

-The Script-

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,

Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,

Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,

*

Some try to hand me money they don't understand,

I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

*

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving

I'm not moving.

*

Policeman says, "Son, you can't stay here",

I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go."

*

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving.

I'm not moving.

I'm not moving.

I'm not moving.

*

People talk about the guy

Who's waiting on a girl...

Oohoohwoo

There are no holes in his shoes

But a big hole in his world...

Hmmmm

*

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,

And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,

And you'll come running to the corner...

Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

I'm the man who can't be moved...

To be or not to be?

A man can only take up so much shit before he snaps.

Don't know what to say

Sometimes i just don't know which friends can be trusted and which friends can't be trusted at all. Sometimes...it's very hard to see...so better watch out which friends your hanging out with...

Be yourself and that's cool!

If you live according to nature,
you will never be poor;
but if according to opinions,
you will never be rich.
Nature demands little,
opinion a great deal.

what do you think??

i wrote this poem for someone...let me know what you think bout it

Seeing your face,
makes me fake,
a smile that isn't true,
Just because of you,
tears roll down my face,
and now you've got a clue,
You don't have to say,
i guess that's the way,
it was always meant to be,
Think of me! Dream of me! Love me!
i don't think it will happen i can see,
I wanna hold your hand,
till the very end,
but i guess the answer is always Never!
You took my heart away,
loved it in a way,
that i will always treasure,
For you are the one,
that will always be in my heart,
to the very end of my life,
because my love for you will never be rotting,
But for now,
i don't know what to say,
cuz it'll never be this way...

Is it true? Need some justification please.

Is it true that girls would do anything for love? I read somewhere that said that and gave examples of fairytales to prove the statement.

Snow White pretended to die to get kissed.
Cinderella purposely left her shoe so that the prince would come and find her.
Sleeping Beauty pretended to be asleep.
And so on....

Haha Don't think its true though... It would be extremely scary if it is.
Boys shall be boys, eh?

Weeeeeeeeeeeee and its just poetry

Share us your feelings,

Shout, scream or just sing them out.

So that when people see you,

Those feelings won't be shown in your pout.

*

Cause we all need someone to trust in,

Not only just the One above,

That is what friends are for,

The ones we truly love.

*

Most of them will backstab you,

It is fairly allright,

Just so you know you still have someone,

The true friends that'll bring you light.

*

So you see, that's what true friends are for,

To share your pain and struggle.

These bad things that happen in life,

Are not for you alone to juggle.

*

So keep on living,

With a smile on your face.

Let it be genuine,

So that it won't be gone without a trace.

It hurts the most.

I hate this feeling. 

I hate this thoughts. 

I hate thinking about it. 

Why now? Why me? Why you? 

3 things you can say to get a stalker off your back...

"I'm married."

"I have a child."

"I like someone
else."

Guaranteed you can get rid of him/her faster than a cheetah driving a race car. Unless the person is naively, hopelessly in love with you. (Which most of them are)

Cold, Hard and Cruel Logic...

In my opinion, logic is one of the most devastating force on earth. Logic is uninfluential, unprejudiced, unbias, beyond feelings, yet beyond fairness and plain cold. To explain more clearly, here are some examples:

Feelings
I feel so lonely. And the worst place to feel alone is in a crowd.
Logic
Loneliness is a state of mind, not a state of being. So put a sock in it and get on with life.

Feelings
I fell madly deeply in love. The feeling of being needed feels so good.
Logic
You're not in true love cause you're only doing this because it makes you feel good. One can say the same as falling in love with drugs.

Feelings
That's nice. He says he's my friend.
Logic
He's your friend as long as you stay useful to him. Once he can no longer exploit you, he'll dump you faster than a female spider eats their mate after having sex.

Feelings
Yes, must always stay hopeful. Hope is all I need in life.
Logic
Pfft! Hope! That's what wieners use to hide from reality.

Get it? If not, lets imagine A Prisoner's Dilema scenario.

Taken from " The Mind Game" by Hector Macdonald

Proffesor Fieldhead chose these two student to serve as an object lesson. The two students were to be opponents or prisoners as you can see:

'You have a choice: cooperate or defect. If both of you cooperate, you each get five pounds.' Taking out his wallet, he placed two notes in front of us. 'If both of you defect, you each get one pound.' The two coins tumbled out of his magician's hand and landed between the notes. 'However, if one one defects and the other cooperates, the bad guy gets seven pounds and the nice guy gets nothing. Standard Prisoner's Dilemma. Understand?'

Well the professor told them they'll go for only two rounds of this game. First round: both student decided to coorperate, both get five pounds. However, on the second round: One student said coorperate but the other defects. So the bad guy got seven pounds.

'Treacherous bastard,' The good guy said.

'No,' said Fieldhead. 'Intelligent bastard. He came away richer than you, remember. And he's not trying to make friends with you, so it doesn't matter to him at all that you're left feeling like the sucker you are. Question is: why did he cooperate at first? And why did cooperation break down.'

The answer,
'Only when you expect no future productive games with an individual will you cease to cooperate with him. Drop people when they stop being useful.'


There you go again. Logic smacks right back to your face. Logic is said to be the greatest mind tool of your brain, regardless whether you use the logic for good or evil. But most people use it for evil in the end. Eventually, logic is the reason why people lose faith in God.

Like logically, Jesus can't possibly rise from the dead because after all, he IS dead. Or God does not exist because there is no such thing as eternal. All things will eventually end.

Reason why they say this because they can't accept the fact of not understanding something.

Isaiah 55:9

For as the heavens are higher than the earth,

So are My ways higher than your ways

And My thoughts than your thoughts.

My head hurts. Big time. Curse you stupid book.

Deception is like boiling a frog. Drop it in scalding water and it will leap out immediately. But start cold and it will never notice the rising temperature.

GOD BLESS YA!!
ps: i got addicted to the song too. =)

Bring on the thunder.

Today is a winding road

Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Today in the blink of an eye

Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know youre unlike any other?

Youll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I dont wanna ever love another

Youll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa

Today Im on my own

I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road

Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know youre unlike any other?

Youll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

Contradicting feelings, all in one go.

In order to please others,

we lose our hold on our lifes purpose
-Epictetus, 1AD

My dreams haunt my waking mind. Don't get me wrong I love them but I hate them all the same because it is a figment of my imagination that will never come true.

Skip to my loo.

You know skipping classes once in a while is good?

(from twilight.) ;)

I Love You and You and You!

*

*

*

*

Don't walk behind me,

I may not lead.

_

Don't walk in front of me,

I may not follow.

_

Just walk beside me

And be my friend.

*

*

*

*

The dude from the sixth floor.

Hey Jon, there's this cina family which stays in the same block as me but on the sixth floor. Any idea who they are?

So lala, how was your trip? I know it's a few days late but yea. :)

Oh and Jon, why aren't you blogging lately? *wide curious eyes.*

Together-gether we go! (like bersama-sama)

Today, there will be a combined YF!!!! Subang + PJGH!!!

So Lala! Don't you dare say. "Eh? I thought no YF!"

We are all suppose to wear A National Flag Colour. Means we either wear Red, Blue, Yellow OR White. (no, green is not the national flag colour.)

It starts at 4 p.m. btw.

Ooooh Ooooh yesterday I went to what it means to be Malaysian. Amazingly they cover almost everything from Malaysian driving to Malaysian food to the Customs. Sadly there was no Mat Rempit or Vandalism.

Then we chill untill 11.00p.m. cause jun yu parents came late. So I was like practicing my Joker's voice like no tomorrow. :D

Oh well, hopefully will see you later. (See? Always hope. Cause it is the only motivation you can get from yourself)

Childish Still 'R' me

I'm watching cartoons now, ahhaha. Don't we all love those Saturday morning cartoons? Oh, at least I do. Kinda brain washing but hey we have over 100 billion brain cells to kill!!! 1 brain cell or neuron can store about 2 terabytes of memory!

So yea, in reality we hardly use 10% of our brain in our life time. Even Einstein was said to use only 15% of his brain.

So do the wave in the frequency for our brain!

I like Goofy. And Pluto. I wander how Disney people are so creative.

Okay, I better stop now before I start spouting out more random stuff that may be insulting to the species called homo sapiens.

*Did you know the word homo sapiens means "wise human" or "knowing human" in Latin? Pfft!!! So much for wisdom in a world where wrong seems right.

God Bless YA!!! no matter how insignificant you think you are.
PS: Larissa post somemore!!!

Grrrrrrrrr.

I'm currently hungry and my bladder seems to shrink even more. Thanks to the coke yesterday. Aiiih.

BUBU and JWEE :)

hey BUBU and JWEE...hahas...still can't stop laughing from the hilarious jokes Jon told ytd...LOL

hahas...anyway...no worries you guys...thanks for cheering me up anyway...lol...it's great having you guys as my best friends...awww...

well...sorry the plan din work out bue...anyhow...at least you guys had fun at MidValley...did you buy lot's of stuff?! and did you manage to fix your flute Bue?!

anyway...so how was the movie's?? you guys watched mirrors and the dark knight ryte?? how was it?? interesting?! worst movie u guys ever saw?? or scarryyyy...?!

btw...bue...did you remember to buy the popcorn bucket?! hahas...that was suppose to be our idea but in the end i din go...sobs...but anyway...did you manage to hide under it before the scary scenes came out?? lol..if not den i think jon will be there to help you...ryte jon?!

lastly...Jon...did you remember to bring back a cup of iced mocha for me...lols...you know where to get it ryte?? hahas...

It's allright =D

pancakes for breakfast wasn't that great. (Considering that was the first time I've cook pancakes and that half of them turn out burnt and unevenlooking)

Anyway the bottomline is:

We Still LOVE You, Larissa.

Eventhough you cannot come today, I and Bue will take up your share of the fun and enjoy it to the max.

I hope that sounded comforting as I'd hope for (and not like rubbing the salt into the wound).

Don't resent me when you're feeling empty.

God bless YA!!!!

mushi mushi.

Mushi mushi. Bue is here. :)

I've got to know Larissa aka lala through sunday school. And better yet, we became good friends. Great ones actually. :)

One random note, I think Paul Rudd is oh-so-kawaii. :) 

Oh and Jon is the most awesomeness funny man ever. ;)

Mushi mushi

Hello (English)

Guten Tag (German)

Ni Hao (Chinese)

Hola (Spanish)

There! I greeted you in the most common languages in the world. If you still don't understand, I suggest you get abducted by aliens to get a brain transplant.

Yes, this is supposedly Bue, Larissa and me, Jon Wee's blog.

Watak-watak Utama:

Bue

Yes, she is that feisty.

Larissa

No, she's not that handicap.

Jon Wee

Yes, he is clueless and imature in his actions.

Hopefully this blog won't die too fast. And also this blog won't be runned by a one-man show.

Cheers!