Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Don't know what to say

Sometimes i just don't know which friends can be trusted and which friends can't be trusted at all. Sometimes...it's very hard to see...so better watch out which friends your hanging out with...

Friday, September 26, 2008

Be yourself and that's cool!

If you live according to nature,
you will never be poor;

but if according to opinions,
you will never be rich.
Nature demands little,
opinion a great deal.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

what do you think??

i wrote this poem for someone...let me know what you think bout it

Seeing your face,
makes me fake,
a smile that isn't true,
Just because of you,
tears roll down my face,
and now you've got a clue,
You don't have to say,
i guess that's the way,
it was always meant to be,
Think of me! Dream of me! Love me!
i don't think it will happen i can see,
I wanna hold your hand,
till the very end,
but i guess the answer is always Never!
You took my heart away,
loved it in a way,
that i will always treasure,
For you are the one,
that will always be in my heart,
to the very end of my life,
because my love for you will never be rotting,
But for now,
i don't know what to say,
cuz it'll never be this way...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Is it true? Need some justification please.

Is it true that girls would do anything for love? I read somewhere that said that and gave examples of fairytales to prove the statement.

Snow White pretended to die to get kissed.
Cinderella purposely left her shoe so that the prince would come and find her.
Sleeping Beauty pretended to be asleep.
And so on....

Haha Don't think its true though... It would be extremely scary if it is.
Boys shall be boys, eh?

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Weeeeeeeeeeeee and its just poetry

Share us your feelings,
Shout, scream or just sing them out.
So that when people see you,
Those feelings won't be shown in your pout.
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Cause we all need someone to trust in,
Not only just the One above,
That is what friends are for,
The ones we truly love.
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Most of them will backstab you,
It is fairly allright,
Just so you know you still have someone,
The true friends that'll bring you light.
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So you see, that's what true friends are for,
To share your pain and struggle.
These bad things that happen in life,
Are not for you alone to juggle.
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So keep on living,
With a smile on your face.
Let it be genuine,
So that it won't be gone without a trace.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

It hurts the most.

I hate this feeling. 

I hate this thoughts. 

I hate thinking about it. 

Why now? Why me? Why you? 

3 things you can say to get a stalker off your back...

"I'm married."
"I have a child."
"I like someone
else."

Guaranteed you can get rid of him/her faster than a cheetah driving a race car. Unless the person is naively, hopelessly in love with you. (Which most of them are)

Friday, September 19, 2008

Cold, Hard and Cruel Logic...

In my opinion, logic is one of the most devastating force on earth. Logic is uninfluential, unprejudiced, unbias, beyond feelings, yet beyond fairness and plain cold. To explain more clearly, here are some examples:

Feelings
I feel so lonely. And the worst place to feel alone is in a crowd.
Logic
Loneliness is a state of mind, not a state of being. So put a sock in it and get on with life.

Feelings
I fell madly deeply in love. The feeling of being needed feels so good.
Logic
You're not in true love cause you're only doing this because it makes you feel good. One can say the same as falling in love with drugs.

Feelings
That's nice. He says he's my friend.
Logic
He's your friend as long as you stay useful to him. Once he can no longer exploit you, he'll dump you faster than a female spider eats their mate after having sex.

Feelings
Yes, must always stay hopeful. Hope is all I need in life.
Logic
Pfft! Hope! That's what wieners use to hide from reality.

Get it? If not, lets imagine A Prisoner's Dilema scenario.

Taken from " The Mind Game" by Hector Macdonald

Proffesor Fieldhead chose these two student to serve as an object lesson. The two students were to be opponents or prisoners as you can see:

'You have a choice: cooperate or defect. If both of you cooperate, you each get five pounds.' Taking out his wallet, he placed two notes in front of us. 'If both of you defect, you each get one pound.' The two coins tumbled out of his magician's hand and landed between the notes. 'However, if one one defects and the other cooperates, the bad guy gets seven pounds and the nice guy gets nothing. Standard Prisoner's Dilemma. Understand?'

Well the professor told them they'll go for only two rounds of this game. First round: both student decided to coorperate, both get five pounds. However, on the second round: One student said coorperate but the other defects. So the bad guy got seven pounds.

'Treacherous bastard,' The good guy said.

'No,' said Fieldhead. 'Intelligent bastard. He came away richer than you, remember. And he's not trying to make friends with you, so it doesn't matter to him at all that you're left feeling like the sucker you are. Question is: why did he cooperate at first? And why did cooperation break down.'

The answer,
'Only when you expect no future productive games with an individual will you cease to cooperate with him. Drop people when they stop being useful.'


There you go again. Logic smacks right back to your face. Logic is said to be the greatest mind tool of your brain, regardless whether you use the logic for good or evil. But most people use it for evil in the end. Eventually, logic is the reason why people lose faith in God.

Like logically, Jesus can't possibly rise from the dead because after all, he IS dead. Or God does not exist because there is no such thing as eternal. All things will eventually end.

Reason why they say this because they can't accept the fact of not understanding something.


Isaiah 55:9
For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways
And My thoughts than your thoughts.



My head hurts. Big time. Curse you stupid book.

Deception is like boiling a frog. Drop it in scalding water and it will leap out immediately. But start cold and it will never notice the rising temperature.

GOD BLESS YA!!
ps: i got addicted to the song too. =)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Bring on the thunder.

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Contradicting feelings, all in one go.

In order to please others,
we lose our hold on our lifes purpose
-Epictetus, 1AD


My dreams haunt my waking mind. Don't get me wrong I love them but I hate them all the same because it is a figment of my imagination that will never come true.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Skip to my loo.

You know skipping classes once in a while is good?

(from twilight.) ;)

Friday, September 5, 2008

I Love You and You and You!

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Don't walk behind me,
I may not lead.
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Don't walk in front of me,
I may not follow.
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Just walk beside me
And be my friend.
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

The dude from the sixth floor.

Hey Jon, there's this cina family which stays in the same block as me but on the sixth floor. Any idea who they are?

So lala, how was your trip? I know it's a few days late but yea. :)

Oh and Jon, why aren't you blogging lately? *wide curious eyes.*